News exclusively that it wasn't the easiest of emotional journeys to get where she is today."Life after Jesse [James] was really tough.She was embarrassed by what he did and in ways blamed herself at the time (she knows now it wasn't her at all)," the insider tells E! "She did consider Jesse a father to Louis, so that was one of the hardest parts of breaking up.‘It seems Jesse has colossal gall to match his colossal ego,’ a source told Star Magazine via Radar Online.
And that's end of story.” The TV personality said he still receives backlash on social media over his infidelity. “I think it was having 50 or 60 or paparazzi outside my house for five or six months. I'm a fighter, man, I come from the tradition of — if you do something I don't like, I'm going to punch you,” he said.
“The easy [put-down] is like, ‘Oh well, you cheated on Sandra Bullock.’ That's the world's easiest comeback,” he said. “You learn what's important – that that whole fame thing is not really …
Bullock, who is now dating Bryan Randall, also adopted daughter Laila in 2015.“Yeah, I did cheat on my wife, yeah,” James told the website.
“I stood up and took accountability for it and apologized. And the farther you get, the higher you get, the more they love it. I look at myself now and I look at how I was feeling then, and I think I was completely overreacting as far as letting it really get to me.”James claimed that the paparazzi were part of the problem.
Jesse was there for her through the whole adoption process.
She now knows she is much better off and everything happens for a reason."Our source says the Oscar winner's decision to live a more private life played a big role in getting to a place where she could open up to another man after James cheated on her."She is an independent mom and also found a great man that loves her and her kids unconditionally.James issued a public apology to Bullock at the time, stating, "There is only one person to blame for this whole situation, and that is me.It's because of my poor judgment that I deserve everything bad that is coming my way." "I made mistakes and did stuff that I shouldn't have," he further admits.In exclusive interview with Daily Mail.com, Jesse James says he is in a good place with wife number four, Alexis De Joria, and his new business ventures - a gun manufacturing company and a National Rifle Association clothing line Speaking exclusively to Daily Mail.com, he said: 'I'm just not sure how I'm going to get it to him. They only just started this stuff so I guess they're still getting things figured out.'Along with weapons, James' passions include his motorbike – a hot rod customized to look like a New Orleans Police Department chopper, complete with a siren – and his family.His two eldest children, from his marriage to first wife Karla James, live close to his Dripping Springs, Texas, home: son Eli, 19, lives in Austin where he plays in two bands and has 'a passion for music' according to his proud father.Shortly after Bullock’s Oscar win for The Blind Side in 2010, several women came forward and claimed that James had had affairs with them.